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Friday, September 13, 2024

It's All About Me #24

 

“If Friday were a rainbow, it would be a double one.” 

(Keith Wynn)

 

Hello, my lovely friends!

 

    Well, its Friday Funday and it's time to jump back into school days.  Okay, so, this might get a bit heavy, but I need to be honest. The second half of high school was...well, let's just say it wasn't my finest hour. Last week, we talked about the freshman and sophomore years. Now, it's time to dive into the junior and senior years, and let's just say, it's a bit of a roller-coaster.

 

 1. The facade I'd built crumbled during junior year, leaving me exposed and raw. The weight of expectations had become unbearable, plunging me into a dark abyss of depression and indifference. My once-pristine academic record became a casualty of my inner turmoil, as I traded textbooks for self-doubt and skipped classes for solace.

 

2.  A more reflective tone: My senior year was a masquerade. I juggled the expectations of school and home, but behind the scenes, the pressure was crushing. Pills and alcohol became my escape, a dangerous secret I couldn't hide forever. The truth eventually unraveled, and I realized I needed help. The week of Halloween, I checked into a rehab for teens. It was a difficult decision, but it was also a turning point. Those two months were a time of healing and growth. I emerged a different person, one who was finally ready to face the world.

 

3.  As I languished in the sterile confines of rehab, my world outside was torn apart. A car crash, a blur of metal and glass, had claimed the lives of some of my closest friends. Among the injured was my little buddy’s sister, a five-year-old bundle of sunshine.

My parents, their faces etched with grief, broke the news. I begged to attend the funeral. Twenty-four hours of freedom, a bittersweet reprieve from the walls of rehab. The sight of my friends, their grief a palpable cloud, tore at my heart. I couldn't shake the chilling thought: What if I had been there? Megan, my little shadow, might not have gone. The guilt gnawed at me, a constant reminder of the fragility of life and the cruel irony of fate.

 

4.  My high school was a prison I couldn't escape. Living right across the street meant I was a captive audience, forced to endure a daily torture. The first week back was a nightmare, with everyone treating me like fragile glass. I couldn't stand it. I dropped out a month later, finally breaking free from their suffocating grasp

 

5.  Instead of following the traditional high school path, I chose a more flexible educational journey that better suited my needs and circumstances. I enrolled in an alternative school designed for students who had dropped out or needed a more individualized approach to learning. This nontraditional setting allowed me to work at my own pace, explore subjects that interested me, and receive personalized support from dedicated teachers. I was able to complete my diploma in less than a year, demonstrating my commitment to education and my ability to succeed in a non-traditional learning environment.

 

6. I've been living the rock and roll dream. Every month, I'm diving headfirst into the mosh pit, losing myself in the music. One unforgettable night, I caught Def Leppard in their round-the-stage glory. They were filming their tour, and I swear I saw a glimpse of myself in the final cut. Did I really make it into the music videos for "Pour Some Sugar on Me" and "Armageddon It"? The DVD's a mystery I'm still trying to unravel, but one thing's for sure: I'm forever etched in the memories of that electrifying night.

 

So glad you could stop by! Wishing you a splendid rest of your day/evening/morning, wherever you may be.

Until next time! Adios...

 

 

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